Thoughts - 2

 Why do I still have this blog going on? It's not like people are reading it. I guess, it's natural. There is no content here, let alone good content. But, I still do it. I just do it (Not inspired from Nike tho).

I began a new chapter in my life, working at a new company. Life has been pretty good so far, yes, pretty fun too. I met some awesome people. I will meet even great people in the future, probably. There are some people that I wish I would have known sooner. Some people, I wish I never left. Some people, I wish I could've stayed by them. Some people, I wish I can spend my life with. Some of those people will leave me without a goodbye. Some may gradually disappear. But, I will always remember you, friends. I will remember the good ones, at least once a year. The best ones, I will think of you everyday.

There are a lot of things I wanted to do. There are a lot things I want to do. There are also many things I should do. I fail to put things in order, and fail to embrace the chaos within. I always wonder, "Are you looking at me the way I look at you?". My vocabulary is very limited. My thoughts scatter the moment I put them into words. How am I supposed to live my life, when all I do is survive?

There is no need to give a name to a connection. The moment you put a name, it attracts expectations, just like magnets. Some say expectations build the man. But, I will say they crush the man. They weigh more than the Earth. But the man ain't no Atlas, for sure he ain't no Hercules. He is only and just a man. And man will crumble under the expectations. People think it's just rations, and are entitled to it. No, you're not. 

I like EM but I can't rap. But, it ain't stopping me from writing some verses, here and there. You ask where? You would find'em somewhere, in the passages up here.

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