A Big Step Forward

 Hello.

TLDR; - I've taken a big decision in my life. I am anxious about the results. I also built a new keyboard - more on that in a separate post.

Yesterday was my last working day at the company. I returned my laptop and ID cards. While I was returning the ID cards, I felt a feeling of emptiness tingling and weighing down my heart. It got ignored my the immense adrenaline and freedom. Now, today, it is very clear that I am missing something. I have not completely let it go. The memories keep coming back. I've been with my team for 1.5 years and the bond albeit short, was filled with memories. I don't understand why tears are filling up in my eyes. I did not realize how attached I was to the team and the work. There is an English rap verse in a song 'Zhi jian' or 'Between' by Peng Chu Yue. The rap kinda relates to what I am feeling.

Link to the lyrics

I have to move on. Continue with the journey of life. But, I keep thinking of the 'What-if's. What if I did not put my papers in? What if I waited for some more days? What if I lose my connections? What if...

I also know the answers to these questions. I couldn't have made new friends. I wouldn't know what's outside. I know I have to go on with my life. I just hope things workout well. I just hope to live long. I just hope all the people I came across live long. Long enough that we may have many more encounters in the future.

Take a Vulcan Salute for my regards.

🖖 "Live Long and Prosper"